Love is giving someone the power to destroy you. but trusting them not to. maybe, I've trusted you too much. even, when you're lying to me. I still take it seriously. As time goes by, I've forgive you. no matter what the future bring. as life goes by. Life, I need to talk to you. can you spare a minute just to tell me what to do? I'm hurt. and I can't take that anymore.I haven't lost my smile at all. but, I just don't feel like smiling. my smile, it's under my nose. and I just forgot it was there. even when you do mistakes. you're still perfect in my eyes. it's because I love you. if you love me. you should have known my feelings. If you know what I'm feeling right now. if you can feel what I feel. then you'll never go breaking my heart again. will you? sometimes, you can't fix what happened on me. but you can fix what will happen. don't make me cry anymore. I need some smile. alright?and I've ever think not to grow up, it could stay life simple. but, I know it can't. as time goes by. we've grown up. Life is rough. laugh at old memories. get closer to my best friends, love my darling and just live the moment. that's what, I'm done with.
Yeah I miss you. I miss us. I miss having you to talk to whenever I wanted:)Truth is, I want you to miss me, the way I miss you. I want you to sit by your phone and keep checking is just to see if I've text. I want you to think about me all the time but know that I'm not thinking about you. I want you to get jealous if I talk to other people, I want you to feel the pain I felt when you're ignored me. I want you to feel like somethings missing when I'm not around. because maybe then you might realize how much you hurt me. I hurt but never cry. do you believe in that?I asked myself the question, was it really worth the pain?:)The answer might surprise you because the sun is worth the rain:) It's worth because I fall in love with someone who deserves my pain, my tears and my heart:)not someone who plays with it:)so,I think you're amazing:) almost perfect. you.yeah is you!:)here:) let me tie your shoelaces so you won't fall for anyone else:)LOL!:)
I'm sensitive. I over think every little thing and I care way more than I should. The stronger the emotions, the greater the hurt. I know that I shouldn't be so serious. I can't laugh at myself. so, I'll call you to laugh at me:) My past is my lesson. my present is my gift. my future is my motivation. I don't want to miss a single moment when I'm with you. I don't worry about tomorrow, I don't think about yesterday and I don't live in the future. I just make it through this day!:) Remember, the best relationship is one in which love for each other exceeds your need for each other. Most relationships are not made in heaven. ain't perfect. they come in kits and you have to put them together yourselves. alright?:)
You can't have a relationship without any fights. but you can make your relationship worth the fight.Every relationship has its problems but what makes it perfect is when I still want to be there when everything sucks. I still want you:) I'm jealous. If I'm not jealous then I don't love you, If I don't love you then I'm not supposed to be jealous. Sorry. I know that I shouldn't be jealous. I was afraid someone could fool your heart. Take you away. Then I would never have a chance to be with you again. What I needed. was the guarantee of you loving me. you're wanted by many, taken by none, talking to some, just waiting for one. and the one should be ME!:)no one will have me like you do. no one else will have me only you. and I do know that. Sometimes, the girl who's always be there for everyone also needs someone to be there for her. and I'll promised that I'll be there for you, no matter what.
Life is too ironic to fully understand. It takes sadness to know what happiness is. Noise to appreciate silence & absence to value presence. If your foot slips, you can always recover your balance, but if your tongue slips, you can never recover you own words. It's hurt when you speak out. and I'm trying to be okay. It'd be easier to forgive you. On the outside, I'm smiling. On the inside, I'm dying. do you know that? I'm always afraid. that's what I'm afraid of. not being enough. Not good enough for you. not smart enough. not pretty enough to be compare. and this do make me worry. Today is the second day of June:) New month. New hopes. New wishes. Hope everything gonna be okay:) and I'll hope for you:)
I don't say I love you out of habit, or just to say it back. I say it because I mean it with all my heart. You can love me, hate me, lie to me, talk to me, believe me, strengthen me, miss me & hug me:) but you can't break me. except you:)the only you can break my heart:) I'm a strong girl who keeps her stuff in line but whenever I have tears running down my face I always manage to say two words. I'm fine. Do you remember the day you make me cry so badly? I still remember it so clearly. you manage to make me cry so badly. I cry, not because I'm weak. it's because you're important. & I scare that I might lose you. so, that was tears of fears. All of the pain that you gave. ain't hard to take:) I could handle it well. But, you'll never know my pain until you look into my eyes.
I'll never blame any day in my life, good days give me happiness, bad days give me experience, and the worst days give me a lesson:) I've grown up:)because I have to:)just to make you happy:)I'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life, the way I want to. The way I wanted to live, was to make you happy:) and I'm ready for it:) I'll make you proud one day:) I promise:) and the one day used to be your big day:) that's your birthday:) It's not that I want to be the only girl in your life. I just want to be the only one that matters:) sometimes, I wonder that are you born an Original, would you die and leave a copy?:) and will I love the copy of you?:)maybe I wouldn't:) cause all I ever fall for. is the real you:) the original you:) no one can replace you:) so, you were born original, don't die a copy:) you deserve to be my everything:)
