1 Universe, 8 planets, 201 countries, 809 islands, 7 seas, and I had the privilege to meet you. You're simply special. pretty special to me:)you're original, cannot be replaced.what is love?:)love is to love someone for who they are, who they were and who they will be.I love you. You love me. you love me, it's because I love you. the greatest feeling in life is to love and be loved in return. you wouldn't understand the feeling, till you're the one who are waiting to be loved in return. you and her might have history. but you and I have chemistry. Without you, tomorrows wouldn't worth the wait and yesterdays don't deserve to be remembered. I'll remember every second that I'd been through with you.
I'm sorry, but you should know that I'm not perfect, I do make mistakes and I'm sorry for that but I'm only human. don't expect too much from me. I can't give you what you want. cause I'm taken. I know that, I have to speak up. be heard. If I don't say a word, everything will stay the same way. hurting you continuously. When I ask how your day was, I genuinely want to know. Although, I care my darling more than you, more than anyone. but, you have to know one thing. that was I'll never ignore you who loves and cares for me. I wouldn't be the one who realize that you've the moon while counting the stars. I do love you, love you not that much as I put. You will never understand what you mean to me.
Everything is taken away for a reason. so that there would be space for something better. I'm not sure which was the bigger lie, when you said I could trust you or when you said you loved me. don't tell half truths and expect trust. I'm not really child- minded. I just want you to treat me as your baby. but, I'll never be cause I'll never try. I'll never know what you say and what you try to mean it to me. you shouldn't expect me to read your mind. Expecting something only leads to disappointment. so, I always there. telling myself. it's impossible. it's risky. it's pointless. but, I'll always give me a chance to try. cause my heart whispered.but, love always come in a way you never expect. A dream is a wish your heart makes. the pain never went away. I just got real good at hiding it. its amazing what you can hide by putting on a smile. isn't it?:) It hurts when all you want is to be everything someone could ever want, then you realize to them you alone just aren't enough.
A relationship without trust is like plane with no wings. I want to earn your trust. I'm trust-able. I'm sad, when you're sad. share your sadness with me. can you?:) or did I do anything wrong?and make you down about it? I know that, love. it can bring someone up, it can bring someone down. It can keep us at night. crying or smiling. :(I'm sorry. seriously, sorry. I know that, it's easier to smile even if you're hurting inside, than to explain to the whole world that.why? you're sad.but, sometimes. It's really sad when I realize that I care about you a lot more than you care about me. you protect me for danger. and I could feel that. I realize that you could be jealous. if someone was talking or communicate with me more closer. and I'm just so happy about that. Sometimes thoughts and feeling had be kept a secret in order and one day came out and its really surprise me. for the first time, in a very long time, my heart and my head agreed on one thing. that's 'I love you":) I know that, there comes a time when I have to choose between turning the page and closing the book. but, I tell you that. I never ever wanted to close the book. everyone have their book. some of them having 1, 2, 3.. and even more than it could be. but, I'll be enough. to have 1 book in my life. that was you. completely is you. I am you. you am I. both of us love each other and we're together. remain the best relationship. "friend":)rather than "lesbian partner" :)ahh:)just kidding:)
Imma tell you what true love is. I'm telling you right now true love is sacrifice. Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself love is selfless not selfish. Love is when you lay down your life for someone. someone special. You're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here. I remember all those crazy thins you said, you left them running through my head. and it's made me miss you so badly. I miss all those crazy things you said and did to me.no one can change a person, but someone can be a person's reason to change. and you're the reason behind it. why am I change. All I need is a hand to hold, a body to hug and a heart to love. and I found you. I'll stop loving you when apples grow on mango trees on the 30th of February :)I'm wearing the smile you gave me:)can you see?:)ahah:)and you can always count on me like the way that I used to count on you.
Your laugh is the best sound I've ever heard. Hurt me with the truth but, never comfort me with a lie. can you?:) I won't lie to you, but I will hold back the truth until you're strong enough to hear it. Sometimes I forgive you simply because I still want you in my life. In a relationship, communication doesn't mean just talking. It mean sharing and understanding each other. and thanks for your sharing and understanding. I don't mean to hurt you. and I thought that you wouldn't mind if you have to share me between others. but, I seriously did a very bad thing to you. and I'm sorry for that. I always remember there are no mistakes, only lessons. Love myself, trust my choices, and everything is possible. Now, problems solve. and yea. no sharing. fair enough?:)trouble is a part of my life, and if I don't share it, I don't give the person who loves me enough chances to love me enough. but, one thing. I wouldn't share you with others. I can't. True love burns the brightest, but the brightest flames leave the deepest scars.
I blame you for everything, the pain & hurt. the tears, everything. and my friends do blame you for my bad result and bad behavior. but I still love you. No matter how serious & hard life gets. I'll always have that one person I act completely stupid with:)and that was you. It will always be you. you are the reason that I'd change. I'm totally changed.I'll trust my hopes, not my fears. Every girl has four personality. When I'm with my family. When I'm with my friends. When I'm with her & when I'm alone. You and me is all we need. A complete 'WE':)
