Apology.

A good apology has 3 parts. 1st,I'm sorry. 2nd, It was my fault and 3rd, How do I make it right? I've done all of this. but, do you willing to forgive me? gosh, I can't even concentrate on my work. everything seen to be wrong. urghh. I hate it. what's just going on in my mind? can't I just forget about it? and is everything gonna be alright? I'm just so scared, if it's really work like what I've thought about it. It's horrible. your ignorance. please, don't do that to me. it's killing me. even more:(