A thousand years.

I keep telling myself that I don't miss you and I don't have the feelings, I have for her. but, you've made me believe it. I love you. I should stop making the same mistakes. shouldn't I? I should have ignore your existence. I should have ignore all of your doing. to keep me satisfied for what I have. I hate you for loving me the way I want her to love me so. I hate you for making me felt, I mean the world to you. people do said, do not under estimate the power of hug, the care nor love someone have for you, it can ease your pain nor loneliness. I don't believe in it. till you came. I may not love you now nor future but, I'll love you in next thousand years.