I'm healing.

You and I had something beautiful. but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last. I loved you so but I let you go. cause I knew you'd never love me back. Such pain as this, shouldn't have to be experienced. I'm still reeling from the loss and still a bit delirious. Near to you, I am healing but it's taking so long. cause though you've gone but memories last forever. It's hard to move on. You and I have something different and I'm enjoying it cautiously. I'm battle scarred. I am working so hard, to get back to who I used to be. you're disappearing fading steadily. I'm so close to being yours.