Thursday, June 30, 2011

Just like life.

The only thing standing in between you and me is reality:)not fairytale:)ain't waiting for a Prince Charming:)Seeing your smile makes me smile even broader. Looking at me makes my day perfect:) coming over and hugging makes me love you more:)darling:)I fall for you:)and I'll tend to do anything for you:)only you:)even if it means putting your happiness before mine:I know that our relationship isn't perfect:)just like life:) life has many different chapter for us:) one bad chapter doesn't mean the end of the book:)alright?:)

Wednesday, June 29, 2011


Being in a relationship isn't about the kissing, dates or showing off. It's about being with the person that makes you happy:) and I'm glad:) cause I'm the one who can make you that happy, like no one else could ever make you smile:)like me:) If I'm going somewhere new, I want it to be with you, so if I get lost, you'll be there holding my hand:)You're one of the sweetest things I've ever hold in my arms:)you know, a hug from you can change my whole day:)aww:)

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

You're deserves it:)

Sometimes I feel a little selfish, because I don't want anyone to ever take you away from me. but, I think you're deserves it:) you're deserve my selfishness:)All I wanna do is smile, laugh, and be worry free. don't make that hard for me please, trouble:) These days are so tiring. tiring with all those, the only thing that I could do. was being happy. being happy with the one that could make all my troubles go away:) and you're the one:)darling:)I've take the risk, take a chance, make a change and break away. out of the darkness of trouble and into the sun:) I was able to do it:) because you're here:) you're the light that makes my darkness disappear:)

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Million nor thousands:)

Love isn't when you can name a million things about someone, its when you can't find words to describe how you feel about them:) I have no word to describe you:)you're just giving all that I needed:)People said that a smile's worth a thousands words, but yours are worth every bit of a million.Sometimes I wonder what life would have been like if we never met:) It would have been simpler, but it also would have been incomplete:)without you, tomorrows wouldn't be worth the wait and yesterdays don't deserve to be remembered:) In your absence, my heart grows stronger. In your presence, I fall in love again:) we're ain't perfect:) although, we'll argue, it doesn't mean that we don't love each other:) and just because sometimes, we don't argue doesn't mean that we don't:) sometimes arguments are good:) cause they'll make us realize what's happening:)

Saturday, June 25, 2011

1 minute, 1 hour, 1 month & 1 year:)

When there's you, there's love:)and there's joy:)I am truly fortunate and thankful cause I have you:) you're loyal:) you're trust able:) thru good times & bad, dark & light:) I will never give up on you:)darling:) I love you & I never want to lose you:) because my life has been better since the day I found you:) everyday, marvelous day:)I know you're mine:) all mine:)aww:)1 minute, 1 hour, 1 month, 1 year:) no matter how long it is:)no matter how long it takes:) I'll treasure the times we've spent together:)

Friday, June 24, 2011


You are the reason at the saddest part of my life, I smile. at confusion, I understand. In fear of pain, I love. Rain washes away sand, showers wash away the stench but tears wash away nothing. If only there were something to wash away my feelings.but, I'm grateful for feeling pain. If it wasn't for the hurting, I would never have grown stronger. you're the first person who's on my mind the moment I open my eyes after a long sleep is the reason of either my happiness or my pain. I'll give you something to smile about this morning, and you can change ours entire day for the better. agree with it?:)


When I think about happiness, I think about you:)darling:) Whatever the future holds, I hope it holds you, holding me:) The most wonderful of all things in life, I believe, is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship. has a glowing depth, beauty, and joy as the years increase. the inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvelous thing, it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it. It is a sort of Divine accident. that's sound like us:)and everyone who's in love:)

Thursday, June 23, 2011

What we are?:)

I don't know what we are. Sometimes I feel like we're friends, sometimes, I feel like we're more. sometimes, I feel like we're total strangers. that relationship status should be rename as ' I don't even know what's going on':) I know exactly what I wanna say, but I just can't explain it.I just want to be hugged by you. just you. and nobody else but you. Everyone knows & notice I'm in love with you. deep inside I know it's true. I may not show it, I care about you, a lot more than you think. No three words have greater power than 'I love you':)

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Today,Tomorrow & Always

Sometimes we never realize just how lost we are until that special someone find us:) and I've met you:)but sometimes, you've make me afraid. I'm afraid to give you my all, I'm afraid to love you completely.You make it really hard to love you sometimes. I not saying that I want to give up. just tired of loving you. Every time I fall, I'll bring you along:)cause I need you there:)right here by my side:)to hold me on:)chest to chest, nose to nose, palm to palm. we were always just that close:)always remember, I'll still love you no matter what. I'll love you today, tomorrow & always:)no lies:)only promise:)My promise towards you ain't a lies:)

Tuesday, June 21, 2011


Throughout life I met someone who is unlike any other. This person is the one that I could talk to without fear. You understand me that no one else does or even could. You're my soul mate, best friend. I wouldn't let go of you, cause you're my guardian angle sent from heaven above. your voice is now my favorite sound and your name is now my favorite noun. Within you, I've learned to have a lot, and I have learned to have a little, and I've learned to be content with both:) Difficult or easy, sweet nor bitter:)you just the same:) I just can't live without you :)

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Sorry no cure.

My friends thinks that I'm strong. maybe I am. but, when it's comes to my darling. you just make the strongest person weak. and the weakest heart strong.I wish that I could have said all that wait in my mind.but, when we're met. I never told. cause I'll never try. I don't want to mess up our relationship. as long as you love me. I'll kept forever. in my heart. if it make you wonder. ask my tears. tears are words the heart can't say. you can only hurt a person so many times before sorry becomes just another word and has no real meaning.

Saturday, June 18, 2011


Relationship are not about how much love you have in the beginning, but how much love you build till the end. I just get bored with the word 'hurt'. you don't know what is hurt. cause you'll never try. you deserves to have me. and my tears are worth. cause I have you. you're amazing, but, you're ain't easy. if you're easy, you wouldn't be amazing. if you don't worth my tears. I wouldn't have been wasted my tears on you. you're worthy:) but, would you care to feel my hurt?Would you care for who I am? Would you still love me when I've changed? don't speak. all you have to do is just love me, the new me and stay with me from now onwards. you're not perfect. you're not number one. you're not the best. but, you're mine:)

Friday, June 17, 2011

Faith, Hope & LOVE!:)

Faith makes all things possible,Hope makes all things works, love makes all things beautiful:)I fell in love with the most unexpected person, that's you. at the the most unexpected time:) someone will always be prettier. someone will always be smarter. someone will always be younger. but they will never be you:) I wouldn't take you as a special person. perhaps I would categorize as limited edition:) do you know who are you, when you have me? you're my favorite.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011


My heart is perfect because you're inside:) ♥ do you know, I can't erase you from my mind but getting you out of my heart is another story:) but, getting you out of my perfect heart. it wouldn't be perfect anymore. isn't it? everything must be perfect. that's my motto. include you and my heart. I love you. But, I might not say it often but I want you to know that there's nothing more special to me in this world than having you by my side:)darling:)our relationship is perfect. it's enough trust, honesty and understanding. but, I think it should never require promises, terms and conditions. don't cha?LOL!:)

Tuesday, June 14, 2011


I wonder what goes through your mind when you hear my name. will you think of me, like I do? I wish us last forever. will it be? I probably know the answer. but, I'll promise that, it wouldn't mess up our relationship. cause I believe in our story.will be perfect. perfectly perfect. you know, I always wake up and realize that despite everything, you loved me with all your heart. and I do appreciate it:)darling:)but, sometimes you just pissed me off. you see me hurting and you don't even know what you did.urgh:( it's sound like you don't understand me. take time to realize that I'm hurt. sometimes, I wonder that. who can I count on? my friends or YOU? or probably .NON! don't ever tell me that I can count on you.just a call and I'll be there. you never been.cause when I really need you. where are you? there's no one answering my phone.

Unperfect together.

Saying you'll never fall in love is like saying you'll never smile. no matter how hard you try someone will come along and make you fall for them. I know that, there are things that we don't want to happen, but have to accept. things we don't want to know, but have to learn. right?through this, we've grown up:)Day by day I think of you. night by night I dream of you. I long for the day we can see each other again. I love you,Even when you're doing something really stupid it still looks cute:)darling!:) I gave you much freedom to do what you want. but, doesn't mean that I don't need you anymore. alright? I guess freedom is what you like doing it. liking what you do is happiness. isn't it? I'm sorry to say that I don't want you. I need you. I don't just love you, I'm in love with you. LOL!:) It's hard to say that you're ain't perfect. and neither am I. so we should just be perfectly, unperfect together.

Sunday, June 12, 2011


Imagine that. the moment when you missing someone, and she randomly texts you. aww:)sweet!:)and luckily, she did that too!:) I don't believe in fairytale, but I believe in you & me. is the perfect two:) you do make me know what is love. I love you with all my heart. how about you? It takes a life time to show you, how much I love you. but, I'll never give up. I'll show you that you're the only girl on the world that being loved by me. I have only one life, so I gonna take this time to love you. and I'll know that someday, we'll be separated by time. but, to that. It's alright. but, please don't left me. If it's really happen. I wouldn't waste my time thinking about it. cause I can't change what has already happened. I'll move on, let go and get over it. but, I might not sure that I could do it or not. it's depends on our love. If I love too deep, do you think that I can still move on, let go and get over it? it's impossible. you're my everything and when you've leave. I have nothing. when I got nothing, I got nothing to lose. but, I wouldn't bring death to end up my life. I love my life. and I wouldn't hurt myself. just because of someone who don't deserve my love anymore. I'll built my everything back. live more cheerful than everyone. that's too positive. I know that. That's who I am. As I grown up, I learn that even the one person that wasn't suppose to ever let us go, probably will.

Friday, June 10, 2011

I'm only human.

I trying to ask myself. do I get jealous when someone seen to be too close with you? Yes. I really am. and I just feel like walking away from you.Do I cry randomly when my mind thinks about you? Yes. when I'm not in mood. I usually cry so badly. thinking about the past. but, I'll listen to your advice. do not think about the past. think about the future, how's the future gonna be? brighter or dull?Do I get angry when you try to ignore me? Yes. I want to have a talk with you. I know that you're busy. and I'm not gonna disturb you. Do I miss you every second you're gone? Yes. why not? you're my darling. the person I love the most. Do I feel lonely at times when you're not around? Yes. and I usually think of the memorize that you left it for me. Do I need you? Yes. you're needed. Do I need you to talk to? Yes. when I felt bored, I just feel like talking to you. but, you're ain't here. Do I like to left alone sometimes when I'm upset?Yes. I just wanna to be left for a while. to think of my mistakes. Do I love you? Yes. Do I care you? Yes. I care you so much til I could just hurt myself.Do I have feelings? Yes.Of course I do have. I'm human. ain't a robot. Do I get hurt? Yes. Do I need a daily hug? Yes.I missing you & wants a hug. not a little hug. need you to hold me so tight till I can't breathe anymore. but, I don't want you to let go the hug. I may not have a perfect heart, but I am me and you should like me for me not what I can be. can you? I don't want to be your 'favorite' or your best'. I want to be the ' only' and ignore the rest.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Tired of everything.

When I'm in silent. I'm either over thinking, tired of waiting for your late reply, falling apart, crying inside or all of the above. Do you realize that, I seen not to care you more now? it's not because I stop loving you. I just stopped showing you because no matter how hard I tired. you just wouldn't love me more like I do. I want you to love me, like how I love you. is that so hard for you? try asking yourselves. do you ever love me? do you ever care with me?do you ever treat me well? do you ever know the real me? and you'll soon understand, what I felt. can you make sure that you won't treat me like this again? Its painful. I know that we'll never be the same. we're so much different. but, we love each other. I've tired my best to make it work out between us. You're just making it so hard cause you're not even trying. so, I'm officially done. I guess in the end, the person that I loved the most hurts me the most. darling, do you know that? The truth is always the best path to choose. I know it might hurt, but I personally think it's better to know what's really going on. This is who I am.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011


The only strength I have is that which you gave me. but, I lost it. and can't be found. I doesn't know, where does it goes? We have different opinion between our relationship. I told you what I truly wanted. and so do you. but, it seen that. you don't get what I mean. you don't understand me. and so do I. I found that, we're so much more different within each others. but, why are we meant to be together? We have different personality, style and behavior. but, we end up fallen for each other. and we do have the same motto. that was. Winning mean everything. I knew that, love isn't about getting it right, its knowing when its wrong and having the courage to work at it together. do you willing to take courage and work it out together? I will. cause I never want to leave a place where I can be loved and adored. There is truly no better feeling in life than to be held in your arms. Darling, I love you the most:)

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

As time goes by.

Love is giving someone the power to destroy you. but trusting them not to. maybe, I've trusted you too much. even, when you're lying to me. I still take it seriously. As time goes by, I've forgive you. no matter what the future bring. as life goes by. Life, I need to talk to you. can you spare a minute just to tell me what to do? I'm hurt. and I can't take that anymore.I haven't lost my smile at all. but, I just don't feel like smiling. my smile, it's under my nose. and I just forgot it was there. even when you do mistakes. you're still perfect in my eyes. it's because I love you. if you love me. you should have known my feelings. If you know what I'm feeling right now. if you can feel what I feel. then you'll never go breaking my heart again. will you? sometimes, you can't fix what happened on me. but you can fix what will happen. don't make me cry anymore. I need some smile. alright?and I've ever think not to grow up, it could stay life simple. but, I know it can't. as time goes by. we've grown up. Life is rough. laugh at old memories. get closer to my best friends, love my darling and just live the moment. that's what, I'm done with.

Monday, June 6, 2011

you're human.

Yeah I miss you. I miss us. I miss having you to talk to whenever I wanted:)Truth is, I want you to miss me, the way I miss you. I want you to sit by your phone and keep checking is just to see if I've text. I want you to think about me all the time but know that I'm not thinking about you. I want you to get jealous if I talk to other people, I want you to feel the pain I felt when you're ignored me. I want you to feel like somethings missing when I'm not around. because maybe then you might realize how much you hurt me. I hurt but never cry. do you believe in that?I asked myself the question, was it really worth the pain?:)The answer might surprise you because the sun is worth the rain:) It's worth because I fall in love with someone who deserves my pain, my tears and my heart:)not someone who plays with it:)so,I think you're amazing:) almost perfect. you.yeah is you!:)here:) let me tie your shoelaces so you won't fall for anyone else:)LOL!:)

Saturday, June 4, 2011

I'm sensitive.

I'm sensitive. I over think every little thing and I care way more than I should. The stronger the emotions, the greater the hurt. I know that I shouldn't be so serious. I can't laugh at myself. so, I'll call you to laugh at me:) My past is my lesson. my present is my gift. my future is my motivation. I don't want to miss a single moment when I'm with you. I don't worry about tomorrow, I don't think about yesterday and I don't live in the future. I just make it through this day!:) Remember, the best relationship is one in which love for each other exceeds your need for each other. Most relationships are not made in heaven. ain't perfect. they come in kits and you have to put them together yourselves. alright?:)

Friday, June 3, 2011


You can't have a relationship without any fights. but you can make your relationship worth the fight.Every relationship has its problems but what makes it perfect is when I still want to be there when everything sucks. I still want you:) I'm jealous. If I'm not jealous then I don't love you, If I don't love you then I'm not supposed to be jealous. Sorry. I know that I shouldn't be jealous. I was afraid someone could fool your heart. Take you away. Then I would never have a chance to be with you again. What I needed. was the guarantee of you loving me. you're wanted by many, taken by none, talking to some, just waiting for one. and the one should be ME!:)no one will have me like you do. no one else will have me only you. and I do know that. Sometimes, the girl who's always be there for everyone also needs someone to be there for her. and I'll promised that I'll be there for you, no matter what.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Not enough.

Life is too ironic to fully understand. It takes sadness to know what happiness is. Noise to appreciate silence & absence to value presence. If your foot slips, you can always recover your balance, but if your tongue slips, you can never recover you own words. It's hurt when you speak out. and I'm trying to be okay. It'd be easier to forgive you. On the outside, I'm smiling. On the inside, I'm dying. do you know that? I'm always afraid. that's what I'm afraid of. not being enough. Not good enough for you. not smart enough. not pretty enough to be compare. and this do make me worry. Today is the second day of June:) New month. New hopes. New wishes. Hope everything gonna be okay:) and I'll hope for you:)

Ain't hard to take:)

I don't say I love you out of habit, or just to say it back. I say it because I mean it with all my heart. You can love me, hate me, lie to me, talk to me, believe me, strengthen me, miss me & hug me:) but you can't break me. except you:)the only you can break my heart:) I'm a strong girl who keeps her stuff in line but whenever I have tears running down my face I always manage to say two words. I'm fine. Do you remember the day you make me cry so badly? I still remember it so clearly. you manage to make me cry so badly. I cry, not because I'm weak. it's because you're important. & I scare that I might lose you. so, that was tears of fears. All of the pain that you gave. ain't hard to take:) I could handle it well. But, you'll never know my pain until you look into my eyes.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Original / Copy:)

I'll never blame any day in my life, good days give me happiness, bad days give me experience, and the worst days give me a lesson:) I've grown up:)because I have to:)just to make you happy:)I'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life, the way I want to. The way I wanted to live, was to make you happy:) and I'm ready for it:) I'll make you proud one day:) I promise:) and the one day used to be your big day:) that's your birthday:) It's not that I want to be the only girl in your life. I just want to be the only one that matters:) sometimes, I wonder that are you born an Original, would you die and leave a copy?:) and will I love the copy of you?:)maybe I wouldn't:) cause all I ever fall for. is the real you:) the original you:) no one can replace you:) so, you were born original, don't die a copy:) you deserve to be my everything:)