Friday, December 31, 2010


People are often unreasonable, illogical and self- centered:)Forgive them, anyway:) If you are kind, people may accuse you:)of selfish, ulterior motivates:)be kind, anyway:)If you are successful, you will win some false friend and some true enemies:)succeed anyway:)If you honest and frank, people may cheat you:)be honest and frank, anyway:)What you spend years building, someone could destroy it overnight:)Build, anyway:)If you find serenity and happiness, they might be jealous:)Be happy, anyway:)the good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow:)Do good, anyway:)give the world the best you have:)and it may never be enough:)give the world, the best you got, anyway:)


Sometimes I'm wonder, what is a friend???:)and I say "a friend is someone who share last cookie with you:)cookie monster:)with friendship, no matter how fierce the argument, no matter how many tears are shed,no matter how angry we get, and no matter how harsh the words were said:)we're friends, until the very end:)and our love will always keep us together:) Friends do bring out a special cheer and a special moment:)Friends make you remember all of the good times you've had:)the miserable times, the difficult times:)and the happy nor the bad:)Friend is a part of us that will never go away, no matter how hard you try, know that we're here to stay:)friend will be there for you:)through thick and through thin. Friend will make you smile, laugh, cry and grin:)friend will always be with us:)

Thursday, December 30, 2010


Please tell me what is taking' place???cause I can't seem to find a trace.Guess it must have got erased somehow.Probably cause, I always forget:)In my world, you know I always stay up without sleeping:)and think to myself:)' where do I belong forever???:)In whose arms,the time and place:)can't help it if I space in a daze:)my eyes tune out the other way:)I may switch off and go in daydreams:)In this head, my thought are deep:)But sometimes I can't even speak:)will someone be and not pretend, I'm off again in my world??when you're all alone in the lands of forever:)

Something, sometimes & someday:)

Something's going on in my heart, I can feel it:)Something's taking place in the world, I believe in:)Sometimes sun don't shine, rain don't pours:)you're not mine, she's not yours:)Sometimes, love just don't work the way we want:)It's won't just go the way that we want it to be,it's can't:)so, shall we pray and hope for the someday:)well, maybe she doesn't love you, but I absolutely definitely do:)and if I could, then someone's else would:)Let's swing on the swings and slide down slides:)Rock, paper, scissors shoot for the one who loves the other one more. then we'll whisper and giggle and pinky promise that we'll never stop loving one another:)

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Do all that you can:)

It's actually pretty amazing, when you love your life:)It's something you look forward to and suddenly, who you are and who your friends, it's doesn't really matter:)It's what you do that's, make the time special:)My mum told me that, leadership is an action, not a position:)wherever you got the position, you have to take action:)and nobody is perfect:)leaders grown, they are not made:) and in life, there isn't mistaken, only lesson:)do all that you can:)by the way, I mean that you can:)in all the way that you can, in all the place that you can:)at all the time that you can:)to all the people that you can:)as long as ever you can:)whenever my life seem to be tough, I always remember this:)

The pain:)

Another day, a new sorrow:)Another hurt, more pain to follow:)Another fight, another trauma:)Another sorry, another apology:)Another lie, this is what that I could see
:)Just because everyday, I seem nothing went wrong and smiling all the time:)It doesn't mean that, I'm fine:)do you know, all night:)I seem to complete break down and cry:)It just mean that, I have learned to accept it and be happy about all the good thing in life, instead of dwelling on the bad:)you're the best thing and the worst thing that ever happen to me:)

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

I am, who I am:)

Live the life that you want to live,be the person, that you would be proud of:)make decision, make mistakes, learn from it:)and if you fall, you fell:)because you're tired:)I'm not miserable, but I'm not happy:)I'm not strong, but I'm not weak:)I'm not rude, but I'm not polite:) I'm not popular, but I'm not loner:)I'm not dumb, but I'm not genius:) I'm not you, but I am who I am:)There are two way to live your life,One is as though nothing is a miracle:) The other, is as though everything is a miracle:)so, which would you live for???:)thirteen years from now, I'm going to look back and remember that, there was those few people,who lifted my head, when my faith is running low:)those few people, who carried tears on their shoulders, after every fight, every break up and every death:)the people who always knew,what I was feeling, when they look at my eyes:)the few, who accepted me when everyone was laughing at me:)those who accepted every decision that I made:)and believing that I made, was the right decision:)the few, that knew who I am:)they been grown to be a part of me:)and the one,who was my strength:)when I'm not stronger enough:)my mum:)and my dear:)

Just the way you are:)

When I see your face, there's nothing that I would change:)Cause you're amazing, just the way you are:)I saw you in the crowd, and my eyes was set on you:)It was like no one there, just you and me???:)Could I be dreaming???:)could all this be real???:)Am I really feeling that I not supposed to???:)I can't believe it,could this be true???:)Could this be the one reason, that I falling for you??:)If you think that I staring at you, Yes!!!I am:)because I'm trying to see that, did you have wings??My mum told me that angel have it:)and when you're smile, the whole world stares you for a while:)you're so beautiful, and I used to tell you often:)

Don't hurt me, is not worth:)

Don't say that I have forgotten, cause I still haven't:)If I knew, you'd hurt me, I wouldn't love so deep:)I would have save my heart from breaking cause is not for you to keep:)If I only knew you fool me,I wouldn't be so blind,I would have open my eyes to reality and stopped your game in time:)Sometimes, I want to pinch myself to make sure that having you in my life isn't a good thing:)do you wanna know why we end up like this???:)do you wanna know what difference between two of us???:)I trusted you at first, but you fool me:)and the second chance, I gave to you:)you just leave me without any valid reason:)why do you have to make me fall, when you're not going to catch me???:)Last time, it might be hurt:)but right now, I felt nothing:)you probably just another nuisance to me:) I never thought that this will happen, I really didn't know:)but is all right:)I can say that I'm fine when you don't see me cry:)The day you broken my heart, and I have take risk for it:)not to be love or in love anymore:)but I'm failed:)It was because, I met someone that really care of me:)so, I will never say that I will never love again:)because of you:)

Goodbye is the saddest word:)

Mum, you gave life to me, turned a baby into a lady,all you had to offer, was the promise of a lifetime of love:)I know, there is no other, love like a mother's love for her child:)and I know that, someday love must be leave and here's come the time to say goodbye:)Mum, all I ever needed was a guarantee of you loving me:)you know, goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear, goodbye's the last time I will hold you near:)someday you'll say that word and I'll cry:) and it's hurt so:)but one thing that always will live, that's was the love that you gave to me:)you'll always be there, every-time I fall, you are to me the greatest love of all:) you take my weakness and you make me strong and I will always love you till forever comes:)you're be there, for my whole life through:)you'll be my beacon through the darkest nights, you'll be the wings that guide my broken flight:)and you'll be my shelter through the raging storm:)

Monday, December 27, 2010

I'm here for you:)

When darkness falls upon your heart and soul,I'll be the light that shines for you:)When you can't find you're way, I'll find my way to you:)I may not able to understand exactly what you feel,but I'll be the rock that will be strong for you,my dear:)when you feel that rain falling down,when you're heart filled with rain, I'll be the one that chase all the rain away:)When you feel your faith is running low, I'll be there to believe in you:)when you need someone to see you through, I'll be there to carry you:)I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on:)and when you're there with no one there to hold on,I'll be the arms to reach for you:)It takes time, for you to feel better:)I know that you're able to look beyond all the imperfection and make a positive choice for it:)

Love you:)

"Love is like "QUICKSAND", the deeper and deeper you fall in, the harder it is to get out:)you know, because of you I laugh a little harder, cry a little less and smile a little more:)I look at you as a friend:)and then, I realized that I love you:)meeting you is a fate, becoming your friend is my choice and falling in love with you is beyond my control:)so, I will love you always, love you still, always have, always will:)

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas:)

Christmas isn't a season:)It's a feeling:)the true spirit of Christmas, is love:)Love came down at Christmas, love all lovely, love divine, love was born at Christmas:)stars and angel was given the sign:)I have always thought of Christmas as a good time,a kind, forgiving, generous, pleasant time, a time when women and men seem to open their heart freely to love, and so, I say God bless Christmas:) Christmas without present, Is not a Christmas anymore:)Gift item is not necessarily, something, somewhere, some who and even somehow, they wish for gold, love and glory:)present for all:)to my enemy, forgiveness:)to an opponent, tolerance:) to a friend, my heart:)to a customer, service:) to all, charity:) to every child, a good example:)to myself, respect:)and lastly, to my beloved ones, KM:)my love:)"A Merry Christmas to everyone:)and a Happy New Year to all the world:)

Thursday, December 23, 2010

The end of the year :)

Well, that's is it:)here's come the end of the year:)there's a lot of memorize within in good nor bad:)friends that's I had:)leaders that's I appreciate:)class that's, Imma the class rep:)team work, there's is not only "I" in it:)but the success:) coming together,sharing together,working together and success-ding together:) society that's I been a part of it:)and the one that I might been in love with, for no reason:)My beloved ones, KM:) the one that I might hurt-ed, when I'm not in the mood:) and the one that I care for:)with love and joy:)I'm sorry:)if there's any misunderstanding, the words that I spoken isn't that polite and the way that I been walk through, isn't the right way for it:) please forgive me:) and thanks for your forgiveness:)

Saturday, December 18, 2010

You're the a part of me:)

I couldn't help but cry, whenever life seems to drift you away from me:)You grown to be a part of me that without you,life's no more than desperate sigh. They do say friend come and go in your life but to that I disagree, so, here's my hand:)Please hold me tightly, and don't let go of me:)remember those days, that I use to be at your side always,wiping all your tears away:)I'll smile when you smile and I feel the pain that you do:)When you cry a single tears, I'll cry with you too.:)do you remember those days??some days you'll forget the closeness that we're have, the jokes that we're share:)and you will get along with someone who can get along with more than I can:)and the only thing that I hope is, someday you will realize that I'm the one who have touched your heart. We're will be apart, because we're been pulled to different directions.

Friday, December 17, 2010

I love you once before:)

I love someone that I shouldn't fall in love with,and yet:)because of her:)I know more about LOVE:)I LOVE YOU, is not a word that " I want you to be mine":)In fact, is another way to see you happy with your love ones:)so, I guess I LOVE YOU ONCE BEFORE:)Once, I pretend to be blind when I saw you with your love ones,I pretend to be deaf when I heard you and I tried not to get hurt, when I not supposed to:)and luckily, I got you:)KM:)save me from getting hurt:)

There's no reason not to:)

Heart and words should be handle with care, words to be spoken and heart to broken, is the hardest thing to repair.:)you broken my heart once:)with your words:)and it is worth:)but I can't take the teardrops back to my eyes:)An angle asked me, a while ago, why I love you so much, and I smile and said:)It was because" There's no reason not to":)ahahaha:)

Thursday, December 16, 2010


I'm wondering, why you're not mine???maybe the god was sleeping when I asked him for you, maybe the angle was somewhere else when I wishing for you. But If, they heard me praying and wishing for you so hard:)you would be mine:)aww:)there's only a love that you can give, a smile that can been show on your lips and twinkle that can only been seen in your eyes:)and my life that only you can complete:)and guess what???H-RT??what letters, would you add on??EA???it will be HEART, if you add EA on:)but if you add on U, it would be HURT:)Well, I would choose to add on U:)because it is better for me to get hurt than a heart without YOU:)ahahha:)

This is what, we're call it as LOVE:)

To love is nothing, to be loved is something , to love and to be loved is everything:)and I'm the nothing,you the something and let us to be the everything:)could this happen???I hold on the thought, that's you not mine:)and I'm going to see you in my eyes, smile and said that "you're not mine":)then, I'll walked away:)and turn at the last moment:)and say, But I wish, YOU WERE:)I want to scream, I want to shout, I want to have faith and never doubt, I want to bend and break, to sleep and never wake, I want to break down walls and to escape, to be alone and hide my face, I want to feel, I want to touch:)There's should be a reason for me, to do all this:)Is was because I want to stop wanting you too much:)I wish that "we're the everything:)and I rather to be blind than not to see you, I rather to be deaf than not listing to you and I rather to lose my voice, than not to talk to you:)and even, I rather to give my heart to god than not to love you:)all I want you to know is, that I love you:)I miss you when there's no reason to, how much more if there was???:)I miss you, when we're talk, how much more, if we're don't???:)I miss you when we're together, how much more, when I don't even have a chances to see you again???and I love you, how much more later???no one knows:)except the creator of the world "GOD":)do you need I say that, I care you when I really do???and do you need I say that I love you when you notice that my life is you???and do you need I say that I need you, when you mean everything to me???do you want me to tell them, to you???:)I'll tell you, if you ask me to:)

So there's be the reason for eveything:)

I realize that, your life still go on without me, you could be happy without me and you could survive without me.But even, if you turn me away:)I still would choose to stay with you and be your sweetest friend forever:)It was because, I Love you:)so, I choose to stay with you:)If you hide, I'll seek for you,if you lost, I'll search for you, if you leave, I'll wait for you and even someone want to take you away for me, I'm certainly will fight for you:)I do this, It was because I doesn't want to lose someone that I really Love:)I couldn't find others to love, except you:)but, when I look at you, I feel like crying:)It was because I want you :)and why am I still liking you, after all you had hurt me with your word???:)It was because I like you, seriously:)and I can't control myself by not talking about you and thinking about you, all the time:)and It was because I LOVE YOU":)but when I think you gonna leave me in further, day by day:)It's too sad:)and what else can I do??there's nothing leave for me to do:)you told me, that you like me:)but I didn't take it seriously:)It was because I scare that you was just kidding":)and,I can't feel anything despite the fact that you don't like me anymore:)and I use to be another nuisance to you:)I'll try to leave you:)I'm sorry":)Please forgive me:)sorry, my eyes for admiring your beauty, and all I can do right now, Is just sit and stare:)