Wednesday, March 30, 2011

I'm with you.

I'd a night full of magical dreams. A day without any worries. and a moment where everything is just perfect. That's moment was I'm with you.Life's bright when I'm with you.and life's dark when you're not around.Closeness doesn't come when we are together. It comes when we are apart and realize that despite not seeing ,I never stop remembering.If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea, I'll sail the world to find you. If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see, I'll be the light to guide you.If you toss and you turn and just can't fall asleep. I'll sing a song beside you.and if you ever forget how much you really mean to me.everyday I will remind you.

Saturday, March 26, 2011


You are my sugar rush,my cocaine bliss, my illegal high, my perfect one. In math, 1+1=2,but in love 1+1=1:)are we're the one.the only one who's fucking perfect:)ya,right:)for me, my life is all about you.and you should always remember one thing,when you learn to ignore me, don't get upset if one day you'll be the one who's ignored.I'll gonna treat how you treated me:)and I'll gonna love you. just like the way you love me. there never was anyone else.never ever.I only wanted you.I don't know when, where and how,but we became "someone' for each other when we used to be friend.Is this,awesome enough?:)and I just wonder why do you ever mean so much to me?:)ahhaa:)love could be just like the matter how dark it always lights your way.just like you.the amazing you:)

Sunday, March 20, 2011


Knowing that things ain't right. It's in the papers, it's on the TV, it's everywhere that I go. children seems to be in fears.crying even screaming about it.victims dead. some people don't even have a home. Life is too short, if you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it.and maybe, I'll leave this world sooner.but,not only me. do will have this day.we're have to return our wonderful life to god. I'm not scare to face against the deadness. I'll dead with not regretful and sadness.I'll never regret anything.because at one time. it will be exactly what I wanted it to be. I'll bring along you with me.not only you, but the memories.happiness & sadness. Happiness has its own way of taking its sweet time.happiness is a way of travel,not a destination.happiness is right next to me.when I'm leaving.I'll won't hold my head upon high,blink away the tears, and say good-bye.but, I'll proudly say good bye with a smile on my face. I do believe in god. I do believe in fairy.I do. I do. I know there's sunshine behind that rain, I know there's good times behind that pain.but, I know that life isn't always lovely, but it's a beautiful ride. Isn't it?:)

Saturday, March 19, 2011

I'm alright:)

Everything's alright when you're right here by my side:)everything seems wrong when you're not here:) and I don't have anything,since I don't have you:)sometimes,it's really depressing to see you ignoring my sadness, doing nothing, even if you knew,you're the reason behind it.and I hate it every time when you did that.but, what can I do?:)to make this changes?:)you're never fail to piss me off.Aren't you?:)when we were in the argument, I came out with those stupid questions.and you always do said "yes" but, I prefer you to say "No' straight in my face than making it sound like you're forced to and not willing to do so.Do you?:)and I do hate it when my anger turns to tears. I still have feelings for you. No matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off without you, a part of me just won't let go of it. you do bring sadness to me.but, you do make me feel happy. behind every smile there is a victory,behind every tear there is a history.and I just love you,the way you used to be.always.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Do have to sacrifice.

You do have to sacrifice for what you wished to have.that's why, you been given a life for.In this world that we're standing, there's nothing that we're can purchase without hard work.there's will be no success for those who don't sacrifice. and there's wouldn't be love otherwise.and everyone do make mistake.or maybe, we wouldn't said it as mistake.It could be lesson for us. something, It's hurt a lot.and I guess most probably you doesn't know it.cause I'm there always.acting that I'm okay.and will be fine for everything.I'll keep moving on like no one seeing,that I'm hurt inside.tears wouldn't be a lie.but,I wouldn't cry in front of you.I'll stay stronger till the very always thought that forgiveness will always be there,no matter what. but,I should tell you that I wouldn't be waiting for you to say I'm sorry.but,I'll leave you.when you don't realize that you're making the mistake worst and worst.why do we ever hold on to the feeling.and the feeling that could make us more sorrow and sad?:)

There's nothing.NOTHING!:(

You have 3 can give up,give in or either give it your all to me.and you told me to give all yours.but,there's nothing that you could ever say to me,nothing that you could ever do to make me see what I mean to you.There's nothing I can do to stop the feeling,but there's nothing you can do to help it.Its was too late for everything.knowing that,you wouldn't love me much.but,trying to figure it out.its was the worst thing ever.It was stupid to have hope in you.I guess that I'm asking you to perfect ones.why is it so terrible if someone else makes a mistake?why are you excepting the people around you to be perfect when you know that nobody is?:)tell me why!dear Kim:)I'm sorry that I even tried to make you be the perfect ones.but,you never understood me.that's why I don't talk too much when I with you.things that are hard to say are usually the most important.and I gotta stop rethinking things because normally,my first thoughts are the right ones.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Forgiveness and Love:)

Life must be lived as play:)Where's there is great love,there are always wishes and some tears.It's tough when someone special to:) ignore's even tougher to pretend that you don't mind.Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye.sometimes, I just can't tell you how truly I do feel about all this.and I'm tired of trying.everything is getting worst.honestly,you're the one who making those gaps between us.and I'm hurt.I can't tell you that I won't cry and be okay about all seen to be important to me.and how about me,to you?:)I just doesn't know what you're thinking.I can't read your mind.just like the rainbow after the rain,a good thing will always happen after you experience the pain.Love and forgiveness cannot be truly forgive,I must truly love you,I learn to forgive.There is no love without forgiveness and there is no forgiveness without love.Expect nothing but,I'll appreciate everything.including you.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

An hour to live, an hour to love:)

An hour to live, an hour to love:)If you had one hour to live and make just one phone call, who would you call?what would you say?If time wouldn't please me, and it was my time.I shall leave her.including you.the 'her' who is the only main reason, why am I smiling but as well can make me sad:)It's sad to know that I gonna lose you.not in future,but now:(as I live, I would love you no matter what:)I wish that I could heard you for the last time of my life.but, I don't wanna make you down.I don't want to.It killed me, inside.what shall I say?:)to you?:)should I say, it was my opportunities to meet you, dear.and I never expected anything happen in between us:)never!:)it's just happen in a sudden.when we first met, I had no idea we would be so important to each mean not only the world to me,but you're my life:)seem like yesterday I saw your face.and now I gonna leave sad it is?:(I shall return my life to the creator of nature:)the god:)

New Hobby:)

The reason I don't talk to you often is because I tell myself if you wanted to, you would.Take me as I am or watch me as I go.Hugging you would be my new hobby:)do you know that?:)I'm a ordinary girl.I overreact. I underestimate. I over think everything. I do dream big. and when I say I love you. I'm not lying. I mean it.every day, wouldn't be the best day of yours life.but, there will always a best moment of each day.take some time each day to appreciate and be grateful for what you have.saving those sweet messages that you send to me.and reading it again when I miss you.make me smile.*smile widely:)

Sunday, March 6, 2011


Everyone deserves to laugh, everyone deserves to be happy and everyone deserves to be matter how you look:)there's no ugly or beautiful to every single living things in this world:)no one is prefect in this world:)except the "NOBODY:)cause nobody is perfect:) we should love, who we are and how we look either:)it's doesn't really matters:)cause the inner:)we prefer the best:)we should appreciate for who we are:)that have god created us:)

Gift from the floodgates of heaven

A form of love so sublime, That grows in faith with the passing of time, A love so infinite, nothing could measure:)A love that lasts forever and ever. A love that's unconditional, equal and kind, A love that words can't fully define, A love so pure, divine and holy, yet, despite its flawlessness- It resisted nobody:)A love that guarantees a joy everlasting, A love that outshines the deepest of sorrows, A love that teaches us real living, and not worry about tomorrow. A love that brings contentment, when times in life are tough, for it comes with grace that's sufficient, this love is more than enough. A love that tells us to overlook insults, and not try to self- defend, nobody said that it's easy, but this love brings refuge and strength. A love that forgets mistakes, as long as we repent, a love of endless mercies, to forgive us sinful men.A love that we can believe in,to guide us in all that we do, that it may leave us doubtless, because its promise are true:) A love that knows no skin color, or your capabilities, anyone could afford it:)A love beyond understanding, so indescribable, A love that's never ending, and irreplaceable:)


The future is unwritten, so write it well:)Do not always think of, how's your future gonna be:)cause your the one who gonna write it and make it all by your own:)sometimes, things really goes wrong all the way:)but, you could manage changed it, in the future:)could you?whatever you want to do, do it now:)there are only so many tomorrows:)life is too long to spend it alone:)and too short to spend it unhappy:)for loners:)but, for me:)I'm isn't alone:)I'm have my love, my dream and my hope:)isn't that wonderful?:)so, smile instead of tears:)have courage instead of fears:)

Saturday, March 5, 2011

love, trust & loyalty:)

It's not who you are to the world, it's who you are to me.It's not how many times I say I love you. It's how much I really do:)when we love,it isn't because the person's perfect. it's because we learn to see an imperfect person perfectly:)Just so you know, you are perfect to me:)do you know?:)A relationship must be equal. you should trust the same, love the same and show the same loyalty:)
and I guess, most probably you love me more without fear:)trust me without wondering and loyal to me more:)you have accepted for who I am:)thanks Kenru:)thanks for giving me all, trust and loyalty:)