You used to stay with me, you used to hug me when I need you. you used to hold my hand tightly and accompany me when I'm unhappy.you used to sleep by my side and I'll usually hold you tight by my side.and now, I missing those days. drama days. My first name and your surname fit perfectly together:)Chong Foo:)CF:)ahaha:)Relationship do not need promises, terms, and conditions. It just needs two wonderful people. and that was you and me:)darling, I don't need wishes to come true:)cause I had you:)Being with you is like having every single one of my wishes come true:)Life is short, break rules, forgive quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably & never regret anything that made us smile:)can you?:) we do hide ours fears, hurt, pain and tears under our each smiles and laughs all on a daily basis. The past cannot be changed, forgotten, edited or erased. It can only be accepted.so, come let's us just accepted despite of ignoring:)
you do said that, if you did mistakes, there's always an eraser or correction tape to make it right.but, do you know that. trust is like an eraser, it gets smaller after every mistake. I know, I have to trust you.but, when I was truly trusted you, you just made everything seen to be wrong.when we're fight. I'll fight back the urge to text you, call you. telling myself that I'm wrong although I'm the right one. I cheated on my fears. and now I'm okay.Love isn't just cuddling or whispering sweet nothings, its compromising, sacrificing & giving up something just to make the relationship last longer. I'll compromising, sacrificing &giving up something just to make our relationship last more longer. cause I don't want to lose you. I usually laugh at your stupid jokes.some made me cry. apologize from you made me feel bad. you really mean so much to me. and I'll tell everyone.live life. because tomorrow's not guaranteed to anyone.
Most relationship fail not because of the absence of love. sometimes, it's just. One loves too much & the other loves too many. I'm not willing to let go of you. but, I'm sorry. I'd did.I have to do so. I don't know how I feel about anything anymore. My mind is a mess. I miss the way, we used to be.but, we can't. I don't understand these things. my feeling. people say you don't know what you got until its gone. truth is, you knew what you once had, you just thought you wouldn't lose it. I never thought that I'll tell you the word."break". It's hurt.and I never thought that these days passed so fast. how could this ever happen between us? I just so speechless for everything. I'm useless. I can't do anything. when I have to choose between you and 'something.I can't lose you and so do the 'something. It's a part of my life. and I don't ever want to lose it. till someday. and this decision do made people happy. some 'people'. but, not me.
I miss how we used to talk every minute of every day & how I was able to tell you everything that was on my mind. I miss our conversations. How about you?:)do you miss it, like I do?:) If you miss, if you cared, you would have bothered to talk to me. aren't you?:)Love is about you, me and something that we build between us:)you've probably asked me who I liked. I said, 'no one.' but, what I really meant was, 'no one but you.':)' Like' as a friend. 'like' as respect. There are so many different kinds of 'likes.' But, I like you as someone special for me.and it's turn into love. like is when I know the best side of you and like you. Love is when I know the worst side of you could ever have. and I still love you with everything I have in my heart.
I want to hug you so badly cause I miss you. and I never let go.just to be spontaneous, hold hands with you and show you off the world. I want you and the only you. Never underestimate the power of a hug, it can ease someones pain in less than a second. I found out I'll never love another person as much as I love you. Do you believe in this?Missing you is a part of loving myself. If I never be apart with, I'll never really know how strong is my love for you. and I found that 'it strong.It's like you and I make sense together & that we're meant to be. Just wish you could feel the same way. what's more important? what we become or how we become it?:)aahha:)
You're always on my mind, in my heart, and in my soul, forever a part of me.Come live in my heart, and pay no rent. will you?:) Your words are my food, your smile my wine. You are everything to me. Heart is the only true voice in us. Mind isn't. We don't have the ability to control our heartbeats, but we can control our mind. either to think or not to think. Think before you speak. Think before you do. follow your heart. follow the flows. think positive. don't ever think that you made a wrong choice after following what your heart speak. It's happen. happen for a reason. believe in. Learn from mistakes, it's the mind that made us did mistaken we don't even want to. Mind control all our voluntary actions. and do make think happen. nothing can change this fact. despite after this. Stick to the voice of your heart. but not your mind.
In this world full of liars, they do turns out a scam to trick you.and the only best thing you can do is stay true to yourself, no matter what happens. All you ever hope for,that's someone will come along & be true to you.I always believe that your words are true.and I always there to believe in you.but, you just trick me like this.and this really do made me sad and I do cry for it.although, I know its was just a joke. and ya!its was the best April Fool trick.ever.I'll always remember how you made me do feel sad about that.there are some things I just don't admit that I don't like it.although, I don't like the way it sounds.seriously.you're my umbrella in the rain.the pain killer to my pain.you're my ice cream when I'm feeling blue. Darling, I'm so in love with you.yea.its was you. I can love one, I can love two. but, I'm know that I'm wrong. stay true to me. and believe in me. that I love you more than anyone.because god do said, it's better to love the one who loves you.and you do love me more than everyone love me. is that right?:)
